((((((((((dustin))))))))))))) sounds like you're having trouble finding the right treatment for your depression. i have treatment-resistant depression as well. at first it was situational, in a way, and became completely clinical. i worked on all of the issues in my life and there had been nothing causing my depression for many years. yet, i still had depression, anyway. i know where you are. for some, it's situational, some both, and some totally clinical. i hope for the best for you.....