(((TWIRLS))). I am very sorry for your struggles at this time. Can you get HELP for you and to help with your husband such as an aide. If your husband is on disability then I would surely look into getting an aide to help come in to help cook meals and help clean the house, and perhaps with your husband in order to let you rest. It is no wonder that you are exhausted many caregivers are exhausted. Even if the aide just gives you the time to get the groceries and go out with your child and get away for a bit it will help. I really feel that you need to get your therapist more involved even if it means getting a case manager to help direct you to the best home health care aides for your husband and his disability. Case managers are very good at directing people with mental health disorders when they are overwhelmed with taking on everything in the household such as yourself. I hope the best for you (((TWIRLS))). Take care. Soidhonia