So this is really embarrassing and I never talk to anyone about this. I'm 21 and I've been dealing with hirsutism since I was a teen. For those of you who don't know: hirsutism is basically being hairier than normal and also having it in places where men normally get hair. (It felt embarrassing to even write this...). They've given me medication for it, I've tried laser,... Nothing helps. It brings me down so much and just makes me incredibly sad sometimes. I've never had a relationship and practically no guy has ever looked twice at me. I feel like I'm missing out on so much and such basic things that are so normal to the rest of the world. I honestly feel like a freak that no one will ever want and that I'm going to end up alone in some apartment one day while the rest of my friends get into relationships and maybe marry and have kids. It's so incredibly lonely not knowing anyone else who has this. I just really wish I could be normal...
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