Yes. No memory at all till last year (40). Began to realise but at first thought it had been my dr. This year realised it was my dad. As soon as I realised I got full blown PTSD. I am probably DD-NOS too. It has been a nightmare but nothing major has come back - just flashbacks to the terror and weird visual memories that don't seem linked to the abuse but to childhood objects I had forgotten about. Also body memories- horrible stuff. Since April I have been heaving every time I brush my teeth. Weird sensation in my shoulder blade that fills me with panic when I feel it. Night terrors where I'm screaming don't touch me etc. Keep hold of what you know and believe because I find with so few memories it's hard to keep believing. But I know it's true. Believe yourself. It does happen it is more common than you think. Have a read of some of my threads when I first began to realise. I'm in a completely different place now. A few of my threads will tell the story of how it started to come back. I believe you. Completely. Keep believing.