Coming here and being able to see that I'm not the only one already makes me feel so much better. I'm sorry that other people feel this way, but it is somewhat comforting to know that I'm not alone. To hear people describe the exact way that I feel just brings tears to my eyes. I was just diagnosed this year, but I've been declining for years. I just want to be better already. It's so frustrating because I probably never will be who I was. No matter how bad I want it.