Today was ok. I needed to go out and do some Christmas stuff and it was awful for me. I had some intense anxiety when it came down to it. But the thing is, I have no choice I need to get what I need done before Christmas Eve. I really wanted to call into work because I just have not been feeling up for anything lately. All that I want to do is lay in bed. But I went to work and am not sitting at my boyfriends house. So I guess the day was not as bad as I thought that it was going to turn out to be.