I will check them both out; thank you for the recommendations.


I do believe; I know. And I know it's controversial. I've been visiting DID support groups since DID was still MPD - so well over twenty years. I think we started on internet chat relay which had the first online support groups.

I'm just a little disappointed because fifty years of keeping a secret only to be dismissed within minutes. I suppose I'm partly to blame. Keep a secret for fifty years, you figure it is valuable, you know? You're right though - validation comes from inside. I don't need outside validation, I just trusted him...and I don't give trust lightly so I think a big part of this is just beating myself up for sharing my secret with someone unworthy.