Yeah, I'm afraid of the issues it might bring up, I've... Well not me, my t has already warned him about touching... Which will bring up the angry one in a flash... Rewords that after getting yelled at.. Will bring up Quinn in a flash.. Which I'm afraid won't be good... Plus being in a room alone with a man is going to bring up so many issues.... Especially with him telling me what to do.. Tho right now if we don't find a way to ground me some... We are heading to a place I never want to be in...

How long did it take for you to see any difference... She said it might take 6 months to a year to see improvement... Not sure exactly what she meant by that... Tho I don't think I've got 6 months in me right now.. Which is scary... Tho I'm willing to try this, I need something to help..