Hey i just came back from doc and he gave me Paroxinor, 1/4 of 20mg pill once a day. Im so scared of trying it since every psycho med ive tried made only a bigger hell of my life.. Im very thin (48kg/173cm) and every medication even just for common cold i have to have in doses for kids so i asked him for something very light, but from what i googled paroxetine is the strongest type of ssri... And he said i can crush or just chew the pill, when description online says it cant be chewed so i dont know what to think about it.. Anyone got better after this type of medication? I have gigantic fear of meds, i dont want to be whole life on them, i dont believe that medication can cure fear and panic.. But im living with toxic family and dont see any other option anymore..