Feeling kind of sad about all of this. It can't be helped but two weeks is a long time to think about it before we tackle testing. Glad the holiday is here to distract me.

My daughter has ADHD and whatever else she has...my grandkidlet has ADHD and high functioning autism. No one else in my family seems to have these things...it makes it my fault they have it, maybe.

If the tests show I am also on the spectrum, I am thinking...do I tell anyone (in my family or friends)? Would that be helpful? I can't help but think the diagnosis would burden/worry my family.

I'm trying to push it all away, for now, and concentrate on being grateful...and doing my best to be cheery and enjoy my family through the holiday.