Seriously! Apparently, the computer was down when my blood was drawn so they hand marked it. It was lost somewhere in the process. Someone is researching this right now but it is outstanding to me. Blood has to be monitored weekly on my new med (clozapine) as it can cause a rare but potentially fatal disease that effects your white blood cells. To complicate this further, I have been down with a virus and been particularly feverish which is a symptom of this disease. My GP feels confident that my fever is unrelated as my throat is red and I am congested but she was also eager for the blood results. How aggravating and nerve racking!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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