I need help making a difficult desicion to divorce or not. So here's my story, I'll try to sum it up as much as possible. I've been married for 8 years and have an 8 year old son with my husband. In the past 8 years my husband has had alcohol issues but it has gotten a lot better. He's been in and out of jobs, i.e. probably at least 15-20 jobs over the past 9 years. Doesn't seem to have drive to better himself or strive for something more. He's plummeted our family into financial bankruptcy. I've had to be the sole supporter. I've tried my hardest to make him understand where I'm at with my feelings and how he's has negatively affected them but doesn't seem to push him try harder in those areas. I will give him credit he is a wonderful father and attentive to my needs, I know he cares but it doesn't seem to help him do better for his family. Ive gotten to the point where I find myself ill to look at him sometimes. I don't even like sleeping in the same bed with him. I love him but not sure if I'm in love with him anymore. I'm scared to be alone but I'm also scared to stay with him any longer. What should I do?