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HALLIEBETH87 · Dec 23, 2015, 06:01 PM

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Originally Posted by scatterbrained04

I hate myself so much. I'm terrible at everything I do. I screw it all up.

Possible trigger:

My 10yo son pretty much told me he doesn't wish to live. I'm sure it's because I'm a terrible parent. He pretty much told me this morning he doesn't think I care about him [emoji20]

I want to hurt myself. I'm having suicidal ideation for first time in at least year. A large part of me truly feels things would be better for everyone if I wasn't here.

I'm sorry for posting this.

I care about you. I think a lot of us have felt the way you do. But guess what? Bipolar cycles. This feeling won't last forever and your son needs you. I can understand how you feel because I'm struggling too. Let's stick around for each other.

Take care!