Meh. I had a day and a half off, I was feeling better. I feel just fine when I'm at home, but as soon as I have to leave the house and head out to work, I just start to feel like crap. It's really annoying, because I actually like my job, and my boyfriend doesn't get it. He thinks if I'm fine at home, then I'm just being a whiner when I feel bad at work.
Made it in anyway without feeling too bad. Got a little stressed at some ambiguous work my boyfriend left for me, had to tell our roommate to have him call me when he got home to clear some stuff up, and he sounded all annoyed. These days it doesn't take much to send me into a rage, and I was mad that whenever I do something he thinks is wrong at work, he freaks out and says I'll get fired and all this stuff, but if I think he did something wrong, he puts on this sneering voice and says it's no big deal, and I should have been able to figure it out myself.
Today I was able to tell myself that he's just frustrated because he's been giving me slack at work, and I come in to work a half day and still can't manage it without calling him. I know it must be frustrating, but it was something he did that made me confused, it's not because I don't know my job. I mean I'm not alone here right, if a customer comes in to pay for their clothes and says she dropped off a $20 gift certificate when she dropped them off, and there is no gift cert to be found or any note on her file, wouldn't that make your heart rate jump a little? There was no way to resolve it and let her have her clothes other than to tell the system I have the gift cert, which I don't. Putting me completely at my boyfriend's mercy, because if he lost it, our A/R department might notice and ask why we gave this person $20 off. But I explained that to him and he says they're not checking. Never mind that he gets mad at me for occasionally faking a 20% coupon because a customer forgot one, and there is NO way for the higher-ups to check on that, since we just throw used coupons out.
But whatever. I'm not letting it ruin my day. If he's still in a bad mood when I get home though, I might have to say something.