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Originally Posted by friday1967
Thank you all so much. I am readying and processing your replies. I made it through the meeting on Monday, and felt good....like, I can keep this job after all . But now that I am reflecting on what was said, and continuing to fail in the simplest tasks, I'm back where I was on Monday.
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And I thought I was done a disservice ay my Eval!
I had an attack just READING all that! Like Skeezyks said - lesser people would have broken LONG before that! I was with you at the beginning - perfectionist etc, but I KNOW I'd be in a rubber room somewhere if I was trying to juggle all that.
Don't be so hard on yourself. Easy for me to say from here but I beat the crap out of myself too. Imagine your best friend was handling all that and how you'd admire her for pushing on. Then wrap your arms around yourself and give yourself a hug. You deserve it.
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Dx: Bipolar I, Mixed Type and ADHD w/ Hyperactivity
Meds: Adderall XR 30 mg, short acting 15, Trazodone 150 mg, Lamictal 400 mg, Xanax .5 mg (as needed).
WARNING! I have ADHD. Expect long winded, off topic responses. Your understanding is appreciated.
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