((((Onwards2wards)))))
I can relate ~ a lot!! I have very negative self-talk that seems to be etched inside of my brain with lasers or something. (It is strong!) And, I've been fighting it f-o-r-e-v-e-r. It's exhausting. It's frustrating. It infuriates me! Yet, despite ALL of my hard work and time, these continue to haunt my daily life.

You aren't alone. But, that probably doesn't make you feel any better, I know.