Going an extra week without seeing T bc they're away for the holiday has been so difficult for me. Plus I'm off of work, so with all this free time I've been thinking about T a ton and how I wish I could talk about getting through these empty days and not going through it alone.

It's also difficult thinking about how T is spending their time. I feel more comfortable knowing that T is in their office doing work things.

AHHH I JUST WANT TO SCREAM.