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Originally Posted by Wilderleaf
Thank you all for your advice. I searched around a bit a few nights ago, but when I found someone I thought about contacting, I was hit with a huge amount of anxiety I didn't even realize I had about it, at least not at that level. I'll try working up to it, or maybe I'll have one of those moments when I can make myself. Honestly, just posting here was difficult. I know it's not logical, it feels so stupid.
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It's not stupid. It's human. I think many of us have been in the exact same situation. I put off making the first phone call for an entire YEAR. Kept agonizing about calling, talking myself out of it, picking up the phone, hanging it back up after the first ring. It sucks and I wish you the best of luck.