I draw a lot of blanks, so much I feel stupid. My insides are always fluttery in turmoil like a horse riding rodeo. I know this IPad account is our thing, but it's a blank. It's pink. And no I don't feel like reading anything. It makes me pukey feeling.

Yes I know there is an "our", but not really can grasp the whole enchilada.

I mean, I don't have "blackouts", more like "whiteouts", I guess. I sense that something transpired, but I haven't a clue- a blank.

I know all my counterparts know what's going on, talk about a hard cow chip to swallow, it took a long while to get that one down.