Narcissistic parents never 'see' or hear you. They never acknowledge the special unique individual that you are.
You are in effect, whatever they decide you are. They assign you a role in the film they produce and direct.
They might say you are fat and lazy, when you are not.
The truth is irrelevant.

I have disassociated, felt distant and unreal.
There is daydreaming which most people do. Maladaptive daydreaming (frequent drifting off)
Disassociation and depersonilsation.
Ive had them all. I felt quite unreal.

To be wholly unseen, unknown, personality controlled and crushed so effectively you are not even sure you exist.

Narcissism, the gift that keeps on giving.

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