I did it when I was 17 and then again when I was 19, so I'm used to it when I run into problems with money. I was kicked out of my home at 17 and there were plenty of men willing to pay money. I just have this good Ben/bad Ben thing going on where I want to be good and upright and loving , and then bad Ben wants to be horrible. Like my driving changes even suddenly when I switch. Right now I am being good Ben, and I'm not contacting clients, but bad Ben will be back. It's only a matter of time. And I know I sound ****ing crazy but this is how I am. I also don't remember my times doing prostitution, and when I was 16 I was diagnosed with DID, but I think I am just ****ing crazy.