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Originally Posted by bpenniman
I did it when I was 17 and then again when I was 19, so I'm used to it when I run into problems with money. I was kicked out of my home at 17 and there were plenty of men willing to pay money. I just have this good Ben/bad Ben thing going on where I want to be good and upright and loving , and then bad Ben wants to be horrible. Like my driving changes even suddenly when I switch. Right now I am being good Ben, and I'm not contacting clients, but bad Ben will be back. It's only a matter of time. And I know I sound ****ing crazy but this is how I am. I also don't remember my times doing prostitution, and when I was 16 I was diagnosed with DID, but I think I am just ****ing crazy.
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You don't sound ****ing crazy, you sound ****ing honest, which we need in here. Putting bright spins on things, and making everything gentle with icing isn't real. I liked this post. Hey, good luck with getting the bad Ben and good Ben to become friends, and meet in the middle.

(Signed Bad Imah who thinks everyone faking nice this Holiday should put on some honesty and tell judgmental people to go eff themselves - But good Annie is in charge right now so she only let Bad Imah say this much, and edited it to pieces.)