hey, at least you got a roof over your head and food in your belly every night. money coming in whenever you get paid, that's good. you're starting over. its normal to be in a lull and be depressed when you're starting over.

it took me a good 2 years of being completely on my own after a bad break-up to finally feel somewhat comfortable and have a semi-positive outlook (which is always a challenge with the mental and behavioral stuff i deal with).

the only advice i can give you is what i learned by doing: get yourself organized, do some soul searching, and get into a routine. take some chances by doing 1 thing a week that is a little bit different. The thing i did once a week was physically go to the public library. The next week I would sit in a public square and listen to music and pretend to read a book.. i just people watched. I sorta got out of my comfort zone.