Thanks (((((((((((((Dee))))))))))))))))

I'm afraid he's trying to get rid of me because I'm too difficult and the minute I start seeing this new person he'll stop seeing me. I don't want that. I trust him a good amount and do like working with him (most of the time). *sigh*

Not to mention the fact that I'm actually going to have to confront all of this crap scares me. I can't waste my money by not talking or avoiding the subject - that scares me. I like having a chance to get to know the person - to begin to trust them. Not going to have much of a chance this way. Phooey.