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Old Dec 24, 2015, 11:11 PM
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How hard is it to have a simple conversation with my son on having him stop by for a Christmas homemade snacks bag? I am hating normal people right now. That have NO IDEA how hard a simple thing can become. This FB conversation just took place today:



Son, I need to know the day before you are coming to prepare myself mentally for the change.
unless it is JUST YOU stopping to pick the stuff up, then I am fine.
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I am entering the RAGE stage, and have an extremly difficult time making my face have proper emotions.
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sorry to be a pain.
my face is fine now, I guess the rage passed.
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ya, I think it did pass. Cool for me!
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ya, stop by on your way to work and grab the bag, after that it won't matter if or when. do you drive by here?
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15 minutes ago I would have said I would have been angry for a week. I felt so mad (at nothing mind you) that if I could I would crush my house in 1 hand. Now, I feel fine, even a little happy - this means I am rapid cycling. :/
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****! getting mad again. Definite rapid cycling. it could last days or hours.
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