so I am just kind of a little irritated by something that happened tonight .an old not so good friend of mine named stormy tried to get a hold of me tonight and speak to me I ended up unblocking her for a short amount of time....I can't tell why probably just due to sometimes I sitll do get mail of hers at the house from time to time. But yeah she basically was trying to be all ****ing buddy buddy to me and she was trying to basically re kindle a ****ing friendship and I know what all that means to her.....if I had a friendship with her again the next thng she would do would be ask me to help her and get her thing or help getting two and from different places and BS like that. The ***** dosnt even understand why I cut off contact with her to begin with. I mean she stole from me took sexual advantage of me along with phil, verbally and physically abused me .......I ended up re bocking her even though she asked me not to which I do feel good about I just think......dealing with someone that treated me like that...even in a small way is hard for me to deal with. I only really had a s small talk kind of conversation with her.....but I could just tell when I talked to her that she was not worth talking to any more. I mean to me if someone that has done you wrong, and you have a falling out with them. and they want to TRY to be friends again. A key thing that person NEEDS to do is acknowledge they were wrong.....and say at least a ****ing I am sorry
I realize that this girl is not worth me worrying over and having stress over at all.....but I also know that letting go and moving on from things is not a strong suite of mine.But at least I am getting to a point where I am standing up for myself and i am willing to say what kind of people I am ok having in my life and whom i am not.