It's so stupid of me. I'm worrying she'll block me and I won't be able to look at her public profile anymore.

I had told her before that I watch that public social media profile of hers and she said okay.

It's so sad that I am so curious about her and want to be connected to her.

But I sent a stupid alcohol fuelled message...ugh...and I know I'm not allowed, but I still did it like a fool.

I'm sure she'll give me a stern reprimand when I see her in January. *wince*

Boundary-crossing me... When did this neediness for T start sprouting? :/