Merry Christmas couchies! It's 5 am Christmas morning my time, and I'm sitting here eating a small breakfast (scrambled egg) for some protein before I go to work and eat the pastries they are bringing in for us. Sugary sweet pastries with no protein would give me a monster headache! I'm glad I volunteered to work today. Besides the extra money, it will take my mind off how I woke up feeling - feeling sad because there are no presents under my tree, we don't have the finances for it this year, and I'm feeling a little sorry for myself. I need to shake it off because I don't NEED anything.... I've got a roof over my head and food in my fridge and clothes in my closet and a warm bed. So I'm working on my attitude and heading into work so I can help those who call in for their medications today, and I'll find my Christmas spirit back driving to work in the dark and looking at all the Christmas lights along the way.

I wish all of my couchies a blessed Christmas and send hugs to those who want them. And the hugs I am sending out, I am hoping to feel a few in return because even though I have no right to, I feel sad this morning.

Gosh I already feel hugs and haven't even posted this yet. I loves you guys.