I don't know, Mona. My gut feeling, and I'm sorry to have to say it, is that this T is not going to be good for you. I hope I'm wrong because you deserve a decent T. I think the transference is going to overwhelm you, and boundaries may be an issue. She sounds intriguing, and I would be excited too. That's the problem. For me, excitement in therapy makes it too much about the T, and not about me. It feels good, but it's not the goal of therapy. Please be careful if you stay with this T.