I used any opiates I could find my hands on for 7 years and I made the switch back to weed. I can't even go 30 minutes without taking a rip from my bong. I always feel like I never have enough. I can't get myself to feel good. Just one more.

I guess I'm happy I no longer use hydromorphs or oxys but I still get that feeling like my life is missing that special something (hard drugs)

I would feel bad if I used again because it's been a lengthy time that I'm proud of. I'm currently smoking way too much and I know this. I just want to feel okay today.