Wow Debbie, you are a busy gal. Sounds like a lot of work dealing with your animals. Poor baby, hope she gets better.

You sound like an amazing person, very strong. I understand who you feel about your appointment with the doc. Makes us kind of face it, doesn't it??

Thanks for the wishes on the job interview. I am nervous though.

This entire weekend was a write off. I had a really bad experince today. Put it this way, too many laxatives, and the wonderful part was that I was out in public. I just wanted to become invisible.

But to top it all off, I hurt my daughter. We had to first run home so I could deal with that little mess, then go back out to the grocery store (my least favorite place). So what happens, I was closing the car door and I didn't see my little babies hand in there. It was too late. Slam right on her fingers. Instant tears poured from her. I tried to look at them but she wouldn't let me, she was afraid of me touching them. I kept saying sorry, asking her if she was okay, and begged her to let me see. It was not too bad, very red and somewhat swollen. I told her we could skip the store and head home. She said no cause we were buying things to bake for halloween. I always make stuff with the kids and they take goodies to school. It took a few mins and she was okay.

I had to giggle, she says, "Mom, its not the first time is it?" I was like, you little farter. I had slammed her fingers in the door when she was about 4yrs old. We were going to the fair that day. I don't think she will ever forget that one. It cut through her fingers with instant bruising. I remember holding her, on the ground, rocking her back and forth until I could grab someone to help. They ran and got the medical nurse at the med station. They helped me take her to the station, iced it, stopped the bleeding, and on our way we went. But her day just kept getting worse. She wanted to stay, so we did. She went down that huge slide (I refused to go on that thing) and as she went down she held the metal bar on the side. By the time she reached the bottom, blisters covered her other hand. So she had both hands a mess. Poor, poor dear. We can laugh about it now.

Anyway, its 2:20am and I should try to get some sleep. Have to be up at 6. I didn't finish the intake for my doc. What's the point? I have it all written down, just messy. I record it on a different paper so he can read it; lolol. He keeps it in my file. I don't want to go but I have too.

Hope your day goes better for you. Good luck with taking care of those animals. They are wonderful.

Justy