Today's wishes:

1. A job!!!!!!!! Desperate to work again. Naturally I want one that doesn't make me feel like crap.

2. To feel happy again. This is contingent on the first. I have no self-esteem when I'm not working. I have an inkling of self-esteem in a crappy job. I have lots of self-esteem when I'm in a job I like.

3. To be a better person -- giving some of my time to charitable causes, etc. What I plan to do if/when I find another decent job. I might even do some volunteer work now if I can rest my mind from worry and sorrow.

Sidony (the obsessed)