you will think me a fool but I also thought about being rich ... but for a completely different reason ... about two weeks ago I found some mv's I feel in love with and it has picked me up from my depression and made me happy for the first time in a very long time ... and I wanted to thank the group by sending them riches ... silly I know , but I felt like they saved me ... now I am trying to just figure out a way to get a message to them , thanking then ... I am also in my 50's but now feel like a teenager again wanting to touch my idols .... feels really weird but good ... (maybe I have hit my second childhood ?) ....