leomama, I think nausea is common among anxiety sufferers and panic attacks but the amount of shame that I suffer during these flashbacks is so high that I get suicidal and I would think if I had a gun right now I would shoot myself. Also paranoia during flashbacks.. I turn off the tv and computer and all lights out because I think my tv might be recording me or something.. I don't have these thoughts normally just during the flashbacks/panic attacks.

I am on invega 150mg .. sertraline 100mg... prazosin 4mg.

As for support I don't have any.. I have a case worker who is east Indian and he is horrible... I want a canadian case worker so he could understand me... but I feel if I opened up to this indian case worker he might judge me and I never feel at ease with him. I might ask for a change but I don't know how it will go. But I don't feel safe opening up to this indian case worker about my traumas. So yeah.