My life is stressful on its own, but I do things and worry about things that make it worse. The towels in the bathroom have to be folded so that no edge is showing and stacked in piles of four. The diaper bag has to have even number of diapers that does not have an uneven no. in it. (Can be 4, 24 not 30 because 3 is uneven.) Everything has to be organized just so. No dirt, smell, fuzz, wrinkles, ect. I spend my day constantly organizng and reorganizing. I throw away good usable stuff if it don't fit or organize to suit me. I don't spend hours washing my hands or worrying about germs on me. So I don't know if this is OCD. I plan everything from monthly menus, to what to wear. I could not sit still if you paid me to. I can't even sit through a half hour show. If I practice my flute it turns into an all day thing. This is why I had to drop my music major in college. I drive my husband batty because I move the furniture around weekly. If this is OCD how do I stop worrying about details of organization so much.
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