((( Wants2Fly ))))
I just stumbled upon this thread....I understand your feelings so much! I do hope you've seen that you're very valued here!!
((( River ))) I'm gonna try not to hijack this thread but I had to say that I'm a member of a 12 step program and we have a forum here for alcohol and substance abuse. I believe that any kind of "self abuse" whether it be physical, chemical or what have you, falls under that catagory. I'd love to see you posting there.

I'm also more than happy to converse in PM about the 12 steps if you like.
(K hijack over tee hee)