((((((((( Tomi )))))))))
Can you call the Dr's office and explain you are feeling really unwell and you need to be seen sooner? Ask to be put on the cancellation list.
I don't know what to tell you about the cleanse, but if you don't have the Doc's permission, I don't think you should try it.
I know you are scared and I'm scared right along with you, but you just hold on to all of us here. Ok?
Hugs,
Jan