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The longest I have been psychotic is 6 months. Psychosis is difficult both for me and for those around me. As mentioned, it is very tramatizing and leaves me in fear of the future.
I hope you find relief and peace about your situation soon. For me, now 3 years past that horrible time, I still find myself in fear of the future. The thought of not having control of my thoughts or my actions is terrifying.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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