I don't know if I can use the same ER I used to now that the crisis workers know I have BPD. I mean, what if I have a bipolar depression and seek treatment? Are they going to tell me I'm not doing it right and come back when I'm dead? I mean, I had a crisis worker tell me that I needed to try something different when I told her about my SI. Thanks, lady, I really needed to know that. I'd go to a different ER, but this one usually gets me into the hospitals that work best for me.