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Remember, we really don't now one way or another about what he is feeling...

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yes. the point is..what MATTERS, is how I FEEL
and i know i can CHANGE the way y feel.
that`s why i posted it yesterday. after posting it i felt WAY better.
i also know that my negative feelings - I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR THEM not him! and thus i have the control over myself, to be balaned and comfortable.

it`s just so %#@&#! dissapointing when you are in the climax of the conversation and are left with no answeres.

but i feel better. especially today. i am back ot my old self.