its been making it difficult to do anything including visiting this site often. really bugging me tonight especially..

my paranoia (also my delusions) tells my that my computer is tapped and people are watching everything i do, thus exploiting my mental health privacy. then im paranoied about people at my window, on my roof. cameras in the house. etc etc the list goes on.

lately, my mind is telling me that people at PC (no one in particular) are watching me..in a weird way. like, following my posts obsessively or something.. and then i felt like the mods are doing it to.. i dunno..like some stupid conspiracy or something. but creepier. its very disturbing and its limiting my access to the web, esp this site. and the voices in my head only confirm this to me which doesnt help.

im pretty sure its not true and its just my paranioa etc in full swing as it has been lately,

am i right..?