Saw my mom on someone else's face book photograph. She was really plump and smiling like she was having a wonderful time. She phoned with my Dad because they thought I might be alone after my divorce to someone a lot like her. She acted really strange when I said I would visit them in the summer. I always wished she would welcome me in to her life but she always seemed really eager for me to leave home. Oh well, life goes on. I used to be angry and try and force my way in to her affection. I used to try and figure out how I could bend myself in to an acceptable shape to reach her heart. I don't do that anymore, it involves too many strange positions.