You say "I'm a mess, I need an evaluation and I'm thinking I should start by seeing a pdoc." You're exactly right. You can't deal with all this stuff on your own. You say you don't think you'd bother seeking help if not for your wife. But you definitely are not too far gone. You don't need "fixing." You do need help to deal with the issues your facing and achieve some stablity. Don't do it for your wife. Do it for yourself. You will both reap the benefit, but it is up to you to start the process.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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