Sadly no. The earliest I can see her is the 4th so I'm just going to have to pull through this somehow. I made myself go to bed last night despite fearing it so much and did sleep a normal amount, but I still feel so incredibly exhausted. The tiredness seems to be there primarily at the beginning of the day and by night I feel both awake and tired at the same time. My dreams have been really strange, too. Last night I dreamt the government was after me and they put me in jail for no real reason, several times. I broke out of jail to discover I had some sort of tumor and the doctors weren't able to help me with it. Lots of paranoia and anxiety in my dreams too. I just want to run away so desperately but it's with me no matter where I go or what I'm doing..