Today decided to get a little red wine and pizza and watch the Jets vs Patriots. I hope the Jest win. I am still not certain the correct direction that will help both myself and my son. What I do know is that I am selling my home. I have been wondering if we can just live out out life with our system. Although I know there are parts that are suffering and that is what makes me think that we need to free them. But I first need to get myself into a financially secure situation and that focus my energy and time on us. It all a little scary but we have always managed to land on our feet in the past. Go Jets.