I was thinking something sorta similar earlier in the car driving to the store. Wondering "can I really maintain all the progress I've made in therapy without continuing to talk to her?" Am I addicted to the having someone know me as well as she knows me? to the emotional connection that I feel with her? I suppose I should talk to her about these questions. She asked me recently "what brings you here today" and I didn't know what to say. Now I think if she asked it again, were I to answer honestly, I would have to say something like "it is this therapeutic relationship that brings me here." because there's nothing else like it. I wish you the best in finding your own answers.