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Originally Posted by Seraphine
Hopefully you find such luck too Kamikaze *hugs* those few ppl, a couple of them have things going on which mean they're not online often to talk lately, which causes the horrible abandonment and separation anxiety feelings, but I understand, and my what if diary has helped with that a stack. But every day I check if they're still there, inc today, and they still are, so I'm happy. Even happier when they do message me, but I'll take a small joy, where before I'd have been freaking out about them not being on in x days.
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Thank you. I can't say I'm holding my breath at this point in my life anymore, though. I've lost a lot of my hope on that; some days, all of it.
I am better with waiting out people these days myself. I can better tolerate separation from people I like. Sometimes I wonder if part of it is just keeping more distance between myself and others.