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I have to chime in with Artchic about the possibility of bipolar hypersexuality. I'm bipolar and what you're doing sounds very similar to what I've done for many years...but at a lesser rate the last 10yrs or so. The second my eyes flipped open in the morning until I fell asleep the priority was on sexual contact of some sort. I would almost guarantee you I would have been involved with exibitionism too if we would have had these electronic tools back then. Whenever I pleasured myself in front of a woman, they had never seen it before because men just didn't do that. It drove them wild...and I loved that reaction.
When I was in my 20's I couldn't get enough. I would masturbate in trucks while driving down the road, people's homes, heavy equipment or jobsite toilets. There was no excitement over being caught...I just needed to orgasm NOW. Did anybody see me and not say something? I'll never know.
Funny how much that hasn't changed over the decades. I still have the overwhelming urge to get myself off at -least- once per day...more when the hypersexuality ratchets up. I got the diagnosis of bipolar 4yrs ago...and while that helps me understand what drove that behavior perhaps, neither that information or the meds I take for general bipolar has lessened the desire. I'm married now so I don't get out often, but when I do I -think- I'm still looking for an opportunity. Maybe I'm like a dog chasing a car...and I wouldn't know what to do with it if it stops. Lol
Sexual drive/libido is subjective: what is perceived as ok for one could be considered way out of bounds for another. But either way, the one constant for both views would be your physical safety first, and protection from pregnancy or disease. I would be concerned too that a 'friend' could turn on you and post or forward one of your 'sessions' to someone it would be harmful to, or gawd forbid social media. If that were to happen would an employer getting a look at one be far off?
Anyhow, I don't have any methods to tell you on how to lessen that high sexual desire. I'm just saying that perhaps you should give some thought to your physical safety and the safety of your electronic future....but I certainly know what you're talking about. Message me anytime!
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