humm i reckon it is sad to say that the internet is the only thing in my life that i have, that i am still interested in. and that is purely coz i dont want others i know thru it to hurt. i want to hurt, its pathetic, im sitting here on my own, onmy bed, with a pair of scissors in my hand, i use scissors coz they make less of a wound, and im tying to be goodish, sorta. to be honest i want to just tear my arm open big time. it sucks. scissors are no substitute no matter how sharp they are...feck it... where are they... *music to signify battle going on in head* we have lost signal,,, please try again later... my gad this is not healthy. brb gonna get some finish it grrrrrr! ehhhh