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Old Dec 28, 2015, 12:33 PM
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Originally Posted by BadWolfC View Post
I was that way for a very long time. I still am in regards to most people, even close friends. I only tell people what I think they can handle, what I know they will accept. As a result, I lie a lot. People ask too many questions sometimes, and there isn't another way for me to handle it. There are a grand total of 2 people I trust completely, and it took a while to get to that point.

I don't blame you for wanting to hide yourself. Sometimes it's the best way to survive.
Yes, exactly - telling people what you know they'll accept. If I eventually think someone can be trusted with more, I'll volunteer more bits and pieces. But that rarely happens anymore, because I don't trust in the appearance of trustworthiness now. Hiding is definitely the best way to survive.

I've learned to be pretty evasive, to omit. But it's unnatural to me.
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